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Born To Return The Gift

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Thin Lines Between Comprehension and Understanding

Words are just words until they are put together to formulate an idea, or as in fictional writing, a story. Comprehension and understanding depends on the cognitive skills, personal knowledge, and experiences readers bring to the process. We all shift our reasons for reading: enjoyment, entertainment, information, and/or enlightenment. Beyond entertainment, a book can initiate thoughts that affirm and enhance one's own perception(s); and other times a book can initiate a new perspective entirely.

A relationship develops between an author and a reader when understanding surpasses mere comprehension, and that relationship is entirely dependent upon whether the reader has a positive or negative perception of the topic or how the author broaches it. Some readers have no desire or willingness to explore anything outside the comfort zone of their own interests. This is why fiction is categorized in genres so readers can select a book according to their personal preferences. (i.e., action / suspense / mystery / thriller / crime / horror, romance, etc.) and reasonably expect the book to live up to or exceed their expectation. 

Because of this fact, I am compelled to clarify that Born To Return The Gift and End All To Be All are not technically categorized as Christian Literature. They are considered general fiction and may be found in such genres as spiritual / religious / drama, contemporary, etc. Although both books are spiritually faith driven and do contain Biblical Scripture, they also contain profane language (i.e. f~k) and deal with a few situations in an explicit / graphic manner which understandably is censored by the CBA for the Christian Literature genre.

As I make this disclaimer some will point out that the cross on the cover conveys the perception of Christian Literature. I assure you although that is an accurate perception it's called freedom of expression. After realizing that the original cover of Born To Return The Gift was being perceived as horror, I decided to remove all doubts as to the content. The abstract of pixilated light in the shape of a cross depicts the shades of darkness my characters experienced before unquestioningly trusting the brightest light of all - Jesus. 

Unfortunately, bad language exists in this world. Although some people can and do refrain from its use, others have yet to learn restraint. In building my characters I chose to realistically portray them as they are. And no one actually knows what happens behind a closed door. What is worse - reading the actual or having your imagination stirred? I am a Christian who will not confine myself by such censorship as noted above. I also make no apologies for showing realities, as opposed to just telling them.

I realize there are times when a reader is so turned off that they refuse to read anything else by a writer. That of course is a reader's prerogative, but it sure would be nice to learn and grow without condemning judgment. As more readers develop a relationship with me as a writer, I assure you I will never use profanity just for the sake of profanity.

In reading my work I hope you are open to exploring the idea that there is not only a thin line between comprehension and understanding, but also judging and discerning, and judgment and opinion. These are all words often used synonymously and interchangeably, but a dichotomy exists with these words because one can comprehend without understanding; one can discern without judging; and an opinion is not necessarily a judgment.
What do you think?
The following comment was added today to an archived post -  "It's Only Fair That I Post This Scathing Review -
I think this reviewer was convicted by her own personal guilt and instead of not commenting on a book she evidently didn't read to the end, she chose to retaliate with negativity and unconstructive criticism. Her lack of comprehension shows in the fact that she never realized she was reading about an African American experience written by an African American. SMH. She read words and never comprehended what she was reading. Also, she failed to understand the use of same names in order to show the contrasts in character. Not only do all African Americans NOT look alike, (Being as unique as any other human being God created.) they have different problems which this so called reviewer failed to see or understand.

Thank you! This is one of the main reasons I wrote this post. I really think it's a shame when someone purposely and maliciously discredits the writing of another just because they don't condone the author's method of bringing darkness to the light. Although her review disturbed me, I kept it moving because it was evident to me that this 'reviewer' had not read past page 42 of a 342 novel. Not only that, her review failed to distinguish that the profane mouth does not belong to the main character - Nyima (Nima) but was a problem of a minor character - Naima (Mena) whose conversations should not even have been the topic of her review. 


Friday, April 19, 2013

4.0 out of 5 stars Charming - a look at the physical and spiritual side of human nature

Review of END ALL TO BE ALL by Jan Heart - April 19, 2013 Here we have an author who can clearly write, and with a clear motive to do so. END ALL TO BE ALL covers many themes and touches on the importance of love, the problems of addiction, but most of all it spoke to me most about the importance of relationships with others, including God. On this note, one might fall into the pre-conceived mistake that this book is a religious book preaching the virtues of being a Christian. Well, clearly this is important for the author, who (as she states in her introduction) uses Biblical Scriptures to show that whatever the circumstances, God is always there and in charge. Yet I found the book to be far more than a "believe in the Lord" book. The underlying message for me was about recovery & spiritual awakening, something that I can imagine will appeal to many in these difficult times of economic hardships in America. In this story, we find Michael going through the motions of living, but soon his money runs out and his wife kicks him aside for another man. His consequent fight to recover from alcoholism leads him to face the truth about his life and take on new challenges. The book takes a look at both the physical and the spiritual side of human nature. It follows the struggles of the main character, undergoing the harsh realities of alcohol addiction, and low self-esteem. Sometimes we all have to believe there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and this book in many ways is all about this.

Sunday, April 7, 2013

5.0 out of 5 stars a powerful book to empower women

By bookworm (Durham, NC) This review is for: Born To Return The Gift (Paperback) "Born To Return The Gift" is a book by first time author Catherine E. Johnson. She has written a gritty, at times outright harsh and brutal, story about a theme common to many social workers dealing with helping women getting out of abusive relationships. The story of Nyima shows many of the themes commonly seen in such situations. After a bad childhood, early addiction and getting into wrong relationships, these women commonly find themselves helpless on their own. Realizing that the relationships are bad, these women also often suffer from depression, but seem to be unable to catch a break and find a decent relationship that is build on respect and mutual understanding. But unlike many of the women caught in this spiral of depression and bad relationships, Nyima finds a way out of the situation through her belief in God. The message of the book is one of a strong belief in God and that every life has a meaning and a value. Nyima realizes these things and is able to overcome her problems. I truly was amazed by the level of maturity seen in a book by a first time author. The language is accurately reflecting the mood of the main character and the reader can not help but feel for Nyima in her struggles and sense the relief when Nyima's fate turns to the better. A wonderful book that I highly recommend for people working in jobs such as social workers because just as it is life-affirming for Nyima, this book will also show social workers that one life helped can make up for a lot of disappointments.

4.0 out of 5 stars a extraordinary debut novel

By kratzy (USA) This review is for: Born To Return The Gift (Paperback) "Born to Return the Gift" by Catherine E. Johnson is a story about a young woman finding her place on earth and a meaning on her life. Growing up in circumstances that leave little room for hope, the protagonist incurs early issues in life, including addiction and bad relationships. Trying for a clean break, Nyima moves across the country to California. Rather than turn for the better, her life is more of the same. Again there are bad relationships and little hope for a better life. Depression follows and one is reminded of the fate of many women that never seem to catch a break. But a break does happen and it occurs through the realization of our heroine that God is present and that there is a purpose to EVERY life on earth. Empowered through that realization and her belief in God, Nyima does turn things around. A debut novel this is an outstanding first attempt at a realistic drama that takes the reader through the personal growth of a young woman finding her place in life and on earth. Some readers may believe that this book due to its Christian message may be sugarcoated, but this is certainly not the case. The sad beginnings of our heroine are told in an extremely realistic way, with the language certainly meeting R-rated levels. While some authors use such language for added drama and to pretend to be realistic, the author in this book succeeds in using at no point language as a mere add-on for dramatic effects. The whole book is extremely realistic and authentic, the author has a clear no-nonsense style that vividly describes the fight of our heroine to better herself and her situation. Definitely not your standard Christian novel, but because of this so much more convincing and interesting to read.

4.0 out of 5 stars Everyone Deserves To Be Loved

By Mshell09 This review is for: Born To Return The Gift (Paperback) Catherine E. Johnson, does a nice job in getting the reader to truly care about the main character Nyima. She experiences problems and situations that are very real and easy for the reader to relate to. She hasn't had an easy life, and doesn't always choose the best way to cope with them, but to her it is all she knows. Nyima doesn't feel that she deserves to have a loving relationship which is obvious by the choices she has made in her past which only increased her insecurities and feelings of unworthiness. As she starts to believe that everyone deserves to be loved and experience a loving relationship we are taken along on her journey of self empowerment and acceptance as she confronts the demons of her past. I think this book would be perfect for anyone and I thoroughly enjoyed reading it.

5.0 out of 5 stars I'm worth your time

By Mary S (Southern Virginia) - This review is for: Born To Return The Gift (Paperback) Nyima is a woman in her fifty's who has been there, done that and had the shirt taken off her. She has seen it all and been through it all. If it had to do with physical, sexual, drug or alcohol abuse she was there. Yet, she survived to tell it all. This is a story that is not only thought provoking but it makes you stand up and take a look around yourself to ask what is holding you back if you think things are not going well. Nyima saw a light and walked toward it. It was the best thing she did since it was God, in the end. She found her purpose in life and now holds her head high and walks straight. She will be the first to tell you that no one will do it for you and the first to show you how it is done. This story builds power, trust, and strength when you think you've lost it all. It also shows you that you do have a choice and when you make it you can follow through and not to doubt yourself. The author Catherine Johnson does a great job portraying this character and telling this story and there is something for everyone to learn and to read.

5.0 out of 5 stars Renews your faith

By Cindy U. This review is for: Born To Return The Gift (Paperback) Born to Return the Gift by Catherine E. Johnson is a well written story about one womans struggle with depression, addiction and abuse. While the story deals with some difficult issues, it is truly a faith based story that has you routing for Nyima throughout. It gives you faith that good things can come to all, despite your circumstances.

5.0 out of 5 stars Loved the Book!

By cinnor67 - This review is for: Born To Return The Gift (Paperback) Catherine E. Johnson has written a poignant story about overcoming life's speedbumps and persevering over all. I couldn't put the book down! You feel as if you are living the heroines life with her. Ms. Johnson manages to put you right in the middle of the story. I'm sure many people can relate to her struggles with depression and low self-esteem. Can't wait for her next book!!

5.0 out of 5 stars LONGING FOR SELF

By M. L. St. Sure "Evensong" (Baileys Harbor, WI) This review is for: Born To Return The Gift (Paperback) BORN TO RETURN, written by Catherine E. Johnson teaches us what most of us should have learned a long time ago. Just why does it take us so awfully long to learn the trials and tribulations? Broken hearts. Broken souls. Fragmented lives. Each generation repeating life without purpose. This first time author has given us the truth and answers; a crutch to help the stumblers in life. I am reminded of Kahlil Gibran in THE PROPHET as he tells us of pain: "Much of your pain is self-chosen. It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquillity: For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by the tender hand of the Unseen." This is a must read book. You are certain to discover the veil that clouds your eyes and the words that will lift it off.

Monday, April 1, 2013

5.0 out of 5 stars Unique, Enjoyable, Christian Novel - Review By Laquita Thomas

I enjoyed reading Born to Return the Gift. I have read several Christian novels and this one is UNIQUE. It does not gloss over or sugarcoat situations or language we come across in life. And just like real life, the novel indeed dealt with adult issues/profanity etc... but throughout the book, the author continues to remind readers of its underlying meaning... This debut novel depicts the emotional roller coaster of life. To say that the main character, Nyima, has had her share of life's ups and downs is definitely an understatement. From a child to now a middle aged women, she has had to face abuse, alcoholism, depression and homelessness - not to mention she is haunted by a recurring nightmare. As a reader, you can't help but to root for her to finally catch a break. The author introduces the reader to Nyima at what appears to be her final straw - she is jobless, homeless, depressed, self-medicating with alcohol, living in a hotel, and running out of money and what appears to be time. Throughout Nyima's hotel stay, the author gives the reader an inside look at how she arrived in her current situation - physically and emotionally - through flashbacks. The flashbacks not only give the reader more insight on the character, but transcends the message that although Nyima has been through some very hard times, she's always made it through them with help from God. Hence the primary message of the book, "Each life is a gift from God. What is done with it... Is a gift to Him in Return". Once Nyima (through the revelation of her `nightmare') began to align her life with God's Word - giving Him control and acknowledging past mistakes, putting them behind her - she experienced a renewed strength and was set on a path of healing, hope and joy. I am looking forward to the author's second novel "End All To Be All".